Satisfied and Fulfilled満足して満たさ

Dear Kanzaki,

These few days were really satisfied and joyful.

Lectures and tutorials have finally come to an end.

And it also means that the first semester in university will come to end

with killing final exams awaiting for us.

You know I am a playful person,

haha still not yet start my revision,

but instead go hanging out first.

Fine I will start study tomorrow!!

Recently realize myself can eat A LOT...

For example,right before i went back from market for dinner,

I ate McDonald's ice cream with thick chocolate topping and a jelly dessert.

Then went to buy economic sushi for dinner,

while my college will provide us with dinner also.

OK then fine I went back and eat college's dinner,my sushi,potato chips that I bought

and later asked my friend to buy French fries at other college's food stall.

The potato chips look cute with a cute panda pasted on the bottle.

Damn i ate too much!!

But this is also my nature: Like to eat and enjoy...

I like university's life.

I control all my time and can do what I want.

I am now actually enjoying my life..

not really suffering for study. =D

This is what I like about my life.

FREEDOM.

FUN.

ENJOY.

But cannot enjoy to much for sure.

As final exams are around the corner.

I must get good result!!

I AM SO KIA SHU!!

I like sweet stuff very much,

especially cute and nice in looking one.

Recently I am seeking for some cute dessert-Macarons.

It is like a cute small size hamburger with sweet and creamy paste in between of two crunchy beats.

According to Wikipedia,a perfect macaron must be with smooth,mildly moistly paste and can easily be melted into mouth...

OMG I really wanna try it out!!

But It is really hard to find in Malaysia.

I have sought through quite some bakery shops in KL area.

But still not be able to find these cute thingy.

Hopefully can find them in somewhere someday.

I wonder how amazing and fantastic these cute thingy are.

Last but not least,

realize myself actually very talented in psychology.

was so excited to see psychology books available in MPH book store.

I would like to know what others are thinking,

from what they are doing,what they are speaking.

It is some kind of new knowledge to explore.

It sounds cool for me haha.

I like IQ and indeed I like to do lots of thinking.

But not thinking for study haha.

However,the most urgent thing for now is:

study hard and smart for everyone!!

-Peace-

Best regards,

katy

Satisfied and Fulfilled満足して満たさ

The 6th Sense Movie第六センスムービー

Dear Kanzaki,

Just finished watching The 6th Sense movie.

I know it is an old movie.

But just don't know why my heart feel like want to re watch this movie again.

As I only watched this alone when I was 10 years old,

during midnight.

That time what I was thinking was:

This little boy,Cole,was very brave to face all prejudiced thinkings and viewings from others.

If I were him,I won't be able to handle all these.

I am not that brave,alone to face all these.

How sad.

As people don't believe what you said but what you said is indeed something true.

That's why Cole always keep his secret in his heart.

The secret was:Cole was able to see dead people.

He was always in scare and depressed.

He scared that all those ghosts would hurt him.

He wanted to tell people what he fear about,

but no one would listen to him.

And people treated him a freak.

How sad.

Now i re watch this movie again.

Is really lots of different from this re watch compared to my first watch when I was 10 years old.

This is really an amazing story.

Last time when I were still a kid and watched this movie,

I was so afraid that those sudden appeared ghosts would come and attack me.

Experiencing the same feeling like Cole.

But from this re watch,

I was still experiencing the fear,

but not as serious as when I were still a kid.

Now I will try to think,

maybe those ghosts need your help too.

That's why they come and seek help from you,

as you got the special sense that can help them

To get out of something.

Please don't think that because you are a bit different from others,

and treat bad to yourself.

The GOD gives you something special and different,

doesn't mean that you are a freak.

Your specialty can help others too,don't hide it.

Everyone is a special individual.

Everyone is different from others.

So please,

don't think that you are useless.

You might have something special in you.

Try to discover it,

and use it to help others.

I actually feel pity to the psychologist doctor,Dr.Malcolm.

He don't even know he was already died.

He needed to complete something before he leave this world.

But he was died.

He was indeed a good doctor.

He determined to help Cole.

I like this movie very much.

I like some psycho story.

As it makes you think.

Best regards,

katy

The 6th Sense Movie第六センスムービー

Busy but Happy 忙しいが幸せ

Dear Kanzaki,

So our assignments for 2 subjects have to pass up on next week Monday and Tuesday..

Well for sure this whole week is damn busy for me.

And there are badminton practices undergoing for this whole week

as we have tournament next week too.

The sad thing is guy tournament already lost while in group tournament..

so cannot even enter quarter final

next week will be our female's team turn...

I am still not confident enough to play this game.

Haha I am still nab..(I admit that.)

Yesterday was a happy and satisfying day for me.

My circuit project kept bother me for the whole week even though I know how to do all the things out,

I cannot get my desired results!!

I was like "Huh?? I did everything correct but why still ...T_T..."

How sad.

but then yesterday with a help of a friend,

Woow my circuit can run nicely!!

Thank for her help!!

And my friends said my Karnaugh maps were so cute.

I am so happy about it.

As i wasted quite a lot of time on doing all these.

That means my efforts are not wasted.

About our another assignment,

the guy in my group already did all the whole game out,

which is a Hangman game.

That is really saving lots of time and my brain juices to figure the codes for this game.

Ohyea I am bad at programming. Haha

But I also feel bad to myself as I should also help in doing the codes.

I feel like myself learn nothing!!

NOOOOO...

That's why now I really have to look through every codes that he has written!!

Must study hard katy!!!!

Another happy moment is:

I got max marks for my quiz that will be included in our final score achievement!!

There were 2 quizzes.

The first quiz I did quite badly as I only managed to get 3 out of 5 marks.

And other of my friends managed to get 4 to 5 marks!!

I was really sad...

Luckily there was another quiz from our tutor.

So i made up my mind..A must to get a least 4 marks.

The second quiz was harder compared to first quiz.

In 1 hour time I can only managed to finish 1 question.

My friends can only finish 1 question only as well.

And the tutor class was only 1 hour but there were 3 questions!!

After 1 hour, my friends all went off as many of them were managed to get quite good marks for the 1st quiz.

And tutor said she will only choose the higher score into the final score achievement.

So left me alone to do the 3 questions.

I was determined to finish 3 questions

to get better score though it is only maximum 5 marks.

I was glad that the tutor was willing to wait for me to pass up my answer

though that time was already 6pm.

Thank you her a lot!!

And yesterday when tutor gave back our quiz

she told me I was the only person to finish the 3 questions.

And she said I got full marks!!

Yes!! I made it!!So happy!!

Even though it was only 5 marks,

but I don't know why I was so particular about it.

Maybe I am that type of person that don't want to lose to others.

Was having fun time enjoying chicken chop in SS2 Murni,

one of the famous restaurant in KL area.

The chicken chop rice was so big plate and

even that time i was in damn hungry,

after finished the chicken chop with rice,

I kept shouting FULL!!

The mango special was indeed very nice!!

With water melon,laici,jelly,mixing with mango ice blended!!

Indeed a satisfying enjoyment!!

Last but not least thank for Rafiq brother for being driver and fetch us to there.

Without him we won't be able to go hang out !

Tomorrow is Friday..

And I am going back to hometown tomorrow!!

As next week is my daddy's birthday.

I have already bought a t-shirt for him as present.Hehe...

Looking forward to go back tomorrow

and hopefully I can play table tennis with Kar Yau brother at hometown.

Wanna kick his butt off!! Haha!!

After this have to concentrate on study,

as final is around the corner.

All the best to me!!

Best regards,

katy

Busy but Happy 忙しいが幸せ

Bloody Monday Season 1ブラッディマンデイシーズン1

Bloody Monday

Tagaki Fujimaru

a.k.a Falcon

Dear Kanzaki,

Finished watching Bloody Monday season 1.

The story line is interesting.

But still need improvements on it.

Sometimes feel like it is too ridiculous and not so logical.

As when there were scenes involved Third-i and terrorists,

too little Third-i's members were involved to defend the enemy.

But in the end it is still a nice story for me.

There are lots of young, good-looking and talented actors acting in it.

So if the story line can't fulfill you,

there are others reasons u can enjoy from this drama.

I love his smile. =]

I like J.

Kanzaki Jun.

He is genius.

And I like genius.

But all genius are arrogant.

As they are genius.

So they can't afford there are useless people with them.

Cruelty.

One of the characteristics can be found in a genius.

As they are different from others,

so they deserve to be arrogant.

Even the name-Kanzaki Jun a.k.a J,

sounds epic to me.

Such a godly name.

I think J should be the main character in this drama,

instead of Tagaki Fujimaru a.k.a Falcon hacker-the original main.

They will be more SUPER hackers in the season 2.

Even Hornet-a 15 years old boy,is one of the super hackers in season 2.

And he is the damn cute!! xD

Yet he is the cutest detective in Tantei Gakuen Q named Q.

Aha another genius right?

I am looking forward for season 2.

Hopefully there are more heart breaking scenes in it.

Now it is raining heavily.

I just finished collecting clothes from outside.

And it was straight away "bang"

Heavy rain dropped just above my head.

However it was already 1 whole week didn't rain and was damn hot.

I washed my sleeping jacket today,

and hopefully it will dry up soon.

but now haha...have to dry under roof.

Weather is just always unpredictable.

The weather forecast in my laptop,

never show correct forecast.

It was always forecasting cloudy,

instead of sunny,though it was always hot and humid.

The forecasting is cloudy for today too,but it is thunder raining outside.

Always incorrect prediction.

That's all for today.

Tomorrow I will add on blog my love towards music.

Enjoy your challenging day,as well as my day.

Bets regards,

katy

Bloody Monday Season 1ブラッディマンデイシーズン1

BloodyMondayFinal -Falcon & Spider-

BloodyMondayFinal -Falcon & Spider-

Just plain lucky単なる幸運

Dear Kanzaki,

Never been so lucky in my life.

I thought I am already luckless and hopeless in this world.

But today was really a happy yet lucky day for me.

Among 5 lucky draws, first number that was being called was my number.

I was like "huh??" It was really unpredictable and all happen in a sudden that

until I myself also cannot believe that i was so lucky.

At least the God still gives me some hopes in life.

I know HE still treats me not as bad as i thought.

I should't be so greedy

asking for more luck right?

I am now still very happy...

This is the present i got from lucky draw =]

Inside contains cute cup,highlighter,memo pad and cute key chain ^^

Thank for everything =]

This is not the greatest prize

but i should be thankful to everything that YOU have given to me.

Best regards,

katy

Just plain lucky単なる幸運

Thank you...ありがとう...

Dear Kanzaki,

Finally made up my mind to leave...AIECES...

Yup I am a playful person

those documents and managing stuff is really not something that I like...

I enjoy meeting new people in life.

And if i were given chance,I would like to travel around the world,

exploring new places,

widen my eyesight,

enhance my knowledge,

get to know more unique cultures in this world,

leaving marks in different countries in the world.

As i know I am still tiny and powerless.

That are my reasons why i join AIECES.

Indeed i were really happy meeting AIECESers from Japan.

They were cute and after socilizing with them,

I get to know more about Japan.

I am really happy they can come to Malaysia and meet us,

as I myself were unable to meet them in Japan.

I am waiting for chances to travel around,

as I know my parents will not be able to afford me those travelling fee.

That's why I have to grab chance or hope that is available for me.

But why i leave AIECES?

Main reason is I myself hate to do those document's work.

I like designing nice and beautiful emails and send those invitation mails to foreign interns.

But designing lots of them is tiring and just not the stuff that I like to do.

I don't like trouble and tiring stuff.

Happy go lucky is my nature.

I would like my life to be simple and easy.

Too much waves in my life will make e feel breathless.

I don't like too much works and troubles.

So...decided to leave after laming for such long time

As i were too busy for my sports training.

I think it is time to settle all my thing.

If not there will be much more troubles left behind.

Finally sent out my resignation letter to my head.

And there were lots of thank you and appreciation words in it.

I din't write in why the reason I leave.

But I wish they can understand,

I am not that type of person who like to deal with documents.

Even i quit,

what i want to say is,

you guys have given me lots of unforgettable memories and previous experiences which make me stay along until now.

Thank you for everything.

Best regards,

katy

Thank you...ありがとう...

LAME LAME after exam...ラメ試験の後ラメ...

Dear Kanzaki,

It was the day after my mid term test...

It was damn hot after i went out from the exam hall.

But was damn cold when the exam was undergoing.

I am actually quite satisfied with my effort towards it.

But still feel like I am lacking of some enthusiasm towards it.

What's wrong? Study is not really my cup of tea.

Bleh =p

Some questions still keep bothering me in my mind.

Ohh please some one please help me to kick their butt off please...

But i know it is good they are still some leftovers in my mind.

As it proves that I concern about it.

If I really don't even wanna try to think back,

it means i have really done badly,

and wanna to forget everything...

By the way I hate myself if I din't put in enough effort for my test.

I hate losing.

Especially to guys!!

I just don't understand...

Even I have already striven my best to beat them,

but the results always make me disappointed.

Again,I hate losing.

Convince myself to work harder and harder next time.

I know there are lots of chances to fight with those guys.

I just cannot forgive myself to lose.

If too get used to losing,

I am a loser.

I don't want to be called by that.

I wanna be perfect.

But since we were born,

there is no one is perfect.

What is so called "perfect"?

I really don't understand.

Awww how lame I am..

Why have to keep figure out what the hella stupid word "perfect" is?

My senior said I am very emotional.

Yup I admit it.

Can be unhappy whole day with losing of matches or games.

But then after eating sushi I will back to normal like nothing happen.

Well not really nothing happen after eating.

I just don't like myself still keep depressed while enjoying food.

Eating should be something fun right?

Hey is after exam!! I should do something fun!!

But wait tomorrow again got viva test for programming.

I don't even finish doing that!!

Can i go enjoy myself 1st?...T.T

Ishh back to not in mood again...

It is still damn hot outside...

I am dreaming there is a bowl of refreshing ice cream in front of me...

Maybe i should take a deep afternoon nap after exam...

I know maybe i can only enjoy my bowl of ice cream in my dream ^^

So good night??

-Peace-

Best regards,

katy

LAME LAME after exam...ラメ試験の後ラメ...

It is just another LAME DAY in my life ...それは私の人生にもう一つの不自由の日です...

Dear Kanzaki,

Always in blue mood.

No matter what.

Yup already 19,

but those playful genes in my body and soul

would always like to own my mind and always wanna try something fun.

What i heard is

university's life is indeed really fun and interesting!

-Well not for me-

Get bored with things easily...

ohYEA tomorrow is mid term test for computing mathematics

Ops I am not sure I myself prepare enough for it or not...

Is exam or test something challenging in life??

-Well not for me-

Even it is always lame,

Should I always make myself depressed all the time??

No I should not!!

Try to boost myself with sports or some small matters that would make me feel better...

Like:

Huh nice whether today and my clothes all get dried up in such a sunny day!!

Once again feel lame to myself...

I like challenges..but not in study haha...

Maybe if you would like to favor me

challenge me some online games or games!!

I would love you very much,

I need some fun thing instead of damn boring study in life...

I am still new to here

But I am now already get bored with it.

Waiting and keep waiting

for a perfect time to run away

Why don't you run away RIGHT NOW?

Sorry I am LAME

-PEACE-

Best regards

katy

It is just another LAME DAY in my life ...それは私の人生にもう一つの不自由の日です...