Dear Kanzaki,
Close friends that I met after enter university,
were slowly returning back to their hometown,
as study week is going over and coming with two weeks of holiday.
I will also go back soon.
But is one day after them.
Is pretty sad when everyone is leaving you
or have to go somewhere with purpose.
But you yourself still stay in the same place.
Sense of loneliness in the atmosphere.
The origin of human is loneliness.
However,human is gifted with communication skills since we are born.
GOD knows that we have to communicate and socialize with each other.
As he know human is a creature that have to be work in a group,in a team.
If not he will be too lonely to death.
Even though your friends are leaving you,
you have to be strong to face all these leavings.
For me,surely I feel lonely now.
But when I think of the time when I return back to my hometown too,
I will return back to my parents,
I will meet back all my super close buddies.
And that kind of feeling is really great and excited.
We will all gather back to our hometown,
the place where we are belonged to originally.
Have so much fun chatting with each others about our life in different place,
about the people we met,
about what we have seen,
about what we have learned,
about what we have done.
That time when we all received our university's acceptance letter,
we all were so happy as after so many years of study,
we were finally being accepted and were gifted a place in university.
But everyone of us was distributed to different universities.
Everyone of us will leave each other.
To pursuit our dream.
We promised to keep in touch with each others.
We promised during semester breaks or holidays,
everyone must return to their own place,
meeting back with each other.
However,we still feel lonely,
though we always keep in touch,
and convince each other that we will be meeting soon one day.
We are missing each others,
when we are all in different places.
As we are really close friends since we were still young,
we played together,
we chatted together,
we learned new stuff together,
we enjoyed happy moments together,
we shared sadness with each other,
I really miss you all when all of you are not beside me.
Not together with me facing all the unhappy moments in my life when I am alone here.
But,
this is all I have to face in the journey of my life.
Learning to face loneliness,
is also one of the major courses we have to take in our life.
Yup I am still feel lonely right now.
But I am always hoping,looking forwards,
thinking that you all are always beside me,
always support me,
encourage me,
uphold me,
with me all the time in my life.
Miss you all.
Best regards,
katy
