Dear Kanzaki,
I know I miss you so much.
I need to control myself every second
to stop thinking about you,
to stop the desire of wanting to sms you.
I wish you are beside me all the time.
When the time I awake from my sleep,
the first thing I think of is YOU.
My heart always feel hot and uneasy nowadays.
I am trying hard not to show that I am missing you.
I am trying to control that feeling,
which make me feel so miserably.
Sorry. I just miss you too much.
I am always looking forward for our meet.
I always wish I could see you again.
As long as you are beside me,
I feel warm and happy.
Even though I try hard not to over happy all the time.
But. I wish you could sense it.
I wish you can hold my hand.
I am always waiting for that moment.
Every time I listen to Yiruma's song,
It just make the feeling of missing you
getting worse and worse.
Sorry, I just miss you too much.
Regards,
katy
