BloodyMondayFinal -Falcon & Spider-

BloodyMondayFinal -Falcon & Spider-

Just plain lucky単なる幸運

Dear Kanzaki,

Never been so lucky in my life.

I thought I am already luckless and hopeless in this world.

But today was really a happy yet lucky day for me.

Among 5 lucky draws, first number that was being called was my number.

I was like "huh??" It was really unpredictable and all happen in a sudden that

until I myself also cannot believe that i was so lucky.

At least the God still gives me some hopes in life.

I know HE still treats me not as bad as i thought.

I should't be so greedy

asking for more luck right?

I am now still very happy...

This is the present i got from lucky draw =]

Inside contains cute cup,highlighter,memo pad and cute key chain ^^

Thank for everything =]

This is not the greatest prize

but i should be thankful to everything that YOU have given to me.

Best regards,

katy

Just plain lucky単なる幸運

Thank you...ありがとう...

Dear Kanzaki,

Finally made up my mind to leave...AIECES...

Yup I am a playful person

those documents and managing stuff is really not something that I like...

I enjoy meeting new people in life.

And if i were given chance,I would like to travel around the world,

exploring new places,

widen my eyesight,

enhance my knowledge,

get to know more unique cultures in this world,

leaving marks in different countries in the world.

As i know I am still tiny and powerless.

That are my reasons why i join AIECES.

Indeed i were really happy meeting AIECESers from Japan.

They were cute and after socilizing with them,

I get to know more about Japan.

I am really happy they can come to Malaysia and meet us,

as I myself were unable to meet them in Japan.

I am waiting for chances to travel around,

as I know my parents will not be able to afford me those travelling fee.

That's why I have to grab chance or hope that is available for me.

But why i leave AIECES?

Main reason is I myself hate to do those document's work.

I like designing nice and beautiful emails and send those invitation mails to foreign interns.

But designing lots of them is tiring and just not the stuff that I like to do.

I don't like trouble and tiring stuff.

Happy go lucky is my nature.

I would like my life to be simple and easy.

Too much waves in my life will make e feel breathless.

I don't like too much works and troubles.

So...decided to leave after laming for such long time

As i were too busy for my sports training.

I think it is time to settle all my thing.

If not there will be much more troubles left behind.

Finally sent out my resignation letter to my head.

And there were lots of thank you and appreciation words in it.

I din't write in why the reason I leave.

But I wish they can understand,

I am not that type of person who like to deal with documents.

Even i quit,

what i want to say is,

you guys have given me lots of unforgettable memories and previous experiences which make me stay along until now.

Thank you for everything.

Best regards,

katy

Thank you...ありがとう...

LAME LAME after exam...ラメ試験の後ラメ...

Dear Kanzaki,

It was the day after my mid term test...

It was damn hot after i went out from the exam hall.

But was damn cold when the exam was undergoing.

I am actually quite satisfied with my effort towards it.

But still feel like I am lacking of some enthusiasm towards it.

What's wrong? Study is not really my cup of tea.

Bleh =p

Some questions still keep bothering me in my mind.

Ohh please some one please help me to kick their butt off please...

But i know it is good they are still some leftovers in my mind.

As it proves that I concern about it.

If I really don't even wanna try to think back,

it means i have really done badly,

and wanna to forget everything...

By the way I hate myself if I din't put in enough effort for my test.

I hate losing.

Especially to guys!!

I just don't understand...

Even I have already striven my best to beat them,

but the results always make me disappointed.

Again,I hate losing.

Convince myself to work harder and harder next time.

I know there are lots of chances to fight with those guys.

I just cannot forgive myself to lose.

If too get used to losing,

I am a loser.

I don't want to be called by that.

I wanna be perfect.

But since we were born,

there is no one is perfect.

What is so called "perfect"?

I really don't understand.

Awww how lame I am..

Why have to keep figure out what the hella stupid word "perfect" is?

My senior said I am very emotional.

Yup I admit it.

Can be unhappy whole day with losing of matches or games.

But then after eating sushi I will back to normal like nothing happen.

Well not really nothing happen after eating.

I just don't like myself still keep depressed while enjoying food.

Eating should be something fun right?

Hey is after exam!! I should do something fun!!

But wait tomorrow again got viva test for programming.

I don't even finish doing that!!

Can i go enjoy myself 1st?...T.T

Ishh back to not in mood again...

It is still damn hot outside...

I am dreaming there is a bowl of refreshing ice cream in front of me...

Maybe i should take a deep afternoon nap after exam...

I know maybe i can only enjoy my bowl of ice cream in my dream ^^

So good night??

-Peace-

Best regards,

katy

LAME LAME after exam...ラメ試験の後ラメ...

It is just another LAME DAY in my life ...それは私の人生にもう一つの不自由の日です...

Dear Kanzaki,

Always in blue mood.

No matter what.

Yup already 19,

but those playful genes in my body and soul

would always like to own my mind and always wanna try something fun.

What i heard is

university's life is indeed really fun and interesting!

-Well not for me-

Get bored with things easily...

ohYEA tomorrow is mid term test for computing mathematics

Ops I am not sure I myself prepare enough for it or not...

Is exam or test something challenging in life??

-Well not for me-

Even it is always lame,

Should I always make myself depressed all the time??

No I should not!!

Try to boost myself with sports or some small matters that would make me feel better...

Like:

Huh nice whether today and my clothes all get dried up in such a sunny day!!

Once again feel lame to myself...

I like challenges..but not in study haha...

Maybe if you would like to favor me

challenge me some online games or games!!

I would love you very much,

I need some fun thing instead of damn boring study in life...

I am still new to here

But I am now already get bored with it.

Waiting and keep waiting

for a perfect time to run away

Why don't you run away RIGHT NOW?

Sorry I am LAME

-PEACE-

Best regards

katy

It is just another LAME DAY in my life ...それは私の人生にもう一つの不自由の日です...